Anna-Marie: Means "full of grace" and "bitter." A classy lady in the streets, but at complete and total freak in the sheets. The perfect woman. Eighteen years old.
ambedo n. a kind of melancholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details—raindrops skittering down a window, tall trees leaning in the wind, clouds of cream swirling in your coffee—which leads to a dawning awareness of the haunting fragility of life
This week has been a tough one. Subconsciously I think it’s making me wonder who I can trust. I’ve definitely learnt the power of Facebook and learnt my lesson on what not to post for the audience I might have. But mainly I just want to know when bad stuff happens that you’re still there. I get it’s hard when you’re far away but there are ways to getting around that… Small things that I notice about the way you speak to me and how you speak to me that makes me feel better. As much as a hug would do right now, so would a nice conversation with you.
Things are going to be okay though, even with uni- I’m convinced that even though uni will be more effort, I’m gonna enjoy it. Last push for college to get me there and I’ll be away from that horrible place and it’s horrible people.